My jaw is kinda shaky. I'm a bit scared. I'm about to face a big change in my life (that is if it pushes through). I don't know why it's bothering me right now, now that it's still not that solid.

I might have to move to another company. It's a subsidiary of the company where I work now. And in fairness, the subsidiary company shows a lot of promise. I think I can make a difference there (God forbid), but I might have to do a lot of self studying in order to catch up on the stuff that's going down there.

Anyway, none of it is solid as of yet. So I'll just keep crossing my fingers 'till then.

(Crossing my fingers for better pay... bwahahahahaha!)