Sometimes I feel so lost.

Now is one of those times.

I often find myself torn about what I should be doing. There are a couple of things that I am passionate about and those things tear me apart because I don't know which one to focus on.

Due to the recent, unexpected deaths of my precious little pets, Kid and Cornelia, I've decided to do some stuff that will distract me from my mourning because I miss those pets of mine a lot! Especially my little betta, Kid. :-(

I used to feed and watch it everyday, and even played with it by chasing it around with plastic fish. (Kid was so scared of my fuschia-colored plastic fish... the ones' they put into aquariums for aesthetic purposes)... *sob*.... Kid and I had a great owner-pet relationship. He used to follow my finger around when I place it against the glass (betta's rarely do that). He was so happy....  :-( Now he's gone... *sob*

Anyway, for distraction purposes, and also for my movie collection, I've invested some money on the Star Wars Saga. I am now the proud owner of a 6-disc Star Wars movie collection.

I saw Episode 4 last night. I watched it until about almost 12:00AM, and watched part of Episode 5 while I was getting ready for work this morning. That R2D2 is one heck of a robot, but sadly, Yoda does not kick much ass in the last 3 Star Wars episodes. I kind of miss the kick-ass rolling green furball moves that he used against Chancellor Palpatine.

I also don't think Leia and Luke look anything like mom and dad.

I also think C3P0, though a robot, might be gay.

This Star Wars business is pretty interesting. But just to clarify things, I am just a fan of the movies, I'm not one of them star wars loonies. lol.

I'm really sad :-( Just a day after Cornelia's death, my betta, Kid, died :-(

He was just so happy last night, and when I woke up this morning, I found him dead.

His little head got stuck in the coral inside his aquarium last night, while I was sleeping, and he couldn't get out, couldn't breathe :-(

I'm really sad :-(